Sometimes i just wonder, how short or long life can be?
People find it long when they get to enjoy the things they can do, for at least once so many times.. Or they get bored of their life that they just hope they would disappear from this world, otherwise they get to suffer from the boredom of life till the day they die.. But what exactly is the definition of the word 'long' when you use it on how person lives his/her life, or on physical terms, like how old when he/she died? Really dun really get it though.. Anyone of u reading it has the answer?
What if those living find their period of life short? Too short for you to accomplish so many things, those that you so much want to do, those that you had planned before but couldn't be accomplished knowing that you dun have much time left... Maybe in some other context, some of u will find life short, because you can't get to spend time with people who would leave before u, those dearest to you, be it your loved ones or even your kins like ur family.. Or is it because you want this amount of time so much, that your thinking of having not enough time becomes a selfish thought, even if you can live to 70 plus years old? A thought so selfish that you find that in the end, you dun so much time and you spend those time away idly..
People are just too emotional to be fully understood.. How many people would know what i'm going through right now, based on what i typed for this entry? How many people would understand why would i want to go through all these misery when i myself can avoid it? I think the most contradictory may be sometimes i can't come up with a definition/explanation as to why i exist in this world, why would i irritate people, why i did this and that, or even reasons for the things i've done?
There are occasions when people asked me why i had done this and that, even when i could come up with the reasons, i can ask myself this, "Are all those what really happened? Or are those excuses i came up with and make them sound like the real reasons? Or just because i'm in the world of my own so much, that i didn't consider what would happen, and when it happen, i can't come up with a reason good enough to satisfy my own desire to know what really happened?"
There would be many times when we just ask ourselves, why do we live in this world? What would we gain from it? What do we want to achieve while we live in this world, regardless of whether it's long or short? I'm sure many of u would at least have thought of these questions.. maybe one of the questions would link ourselves back to times when we were small, as we told ourselves we would want to be doctors, lawyers etc. But as we grow up, our life objectives changes, as we meet different situations that would change our viewpoints of life and what we're gonna do.
Many people would have different answers to those questions above. For me, i can tell you my answers would change based on circumstances. For example, if i'm attached to someone whom i love very much, i would want to say i wish to be with her forever, though it may be impossible as i try to overcome all odds? What do i gain? Understandiing and love from her.. And i can virtually 'bluff' myself to say i live in this world is to meet her. Otherwise, if i'm in a situation where i have achieved many things, attaining so high a respect or power for myself, i may tell myself i may be made for this kind of thing and i can excel in these areas. If not, it's because it's from a blessing from God, that i achieved so many things, and that I live in this world strong.
Many times a day, we can set ourselves thinking, is what we did just now worth it? Is it worth it because our friends are concerned in what we did, or it would benefit us? Or for some other reasons?
Still, all these would link us back to my previous questions above. So what i'm trying to say is, have we truly found our answers to those questions we would have to answer in answer in due course? If we have found it, will it stay on to us forever just like our beliefs and principles? And would it be proven to yourself by action?
Whenever we do something, it's actually an action. So if it's unjustified, how much of it do we, as the 'accused', want it to be justified? To the extent that we would not be drag down if something happens, or in a way people accepts it but yet when something bad happens, we assume full responsibility? Hmmm, let me try to put up an example..
If say supposing you are a facilitator, and you are in charge of a group of people, and one of them got injured (dehydration maybe), and you are asked why is he not taken care of.. Would you say that because of your carelessness, he got dehydrated? Or would you say it's up to their own initiative to drink up if they feel thirsty? But as a role of a facilitator, what should be your responsibilities, how should you act like one?
Well, that's all for my entry today.. If you guys got ur answers, preserve them and stand by them like your principles of life. In any case, any comments are welcomed on my taggy.. (If it's working...) Thankew..
*Quote of the day: Answers to questions is the light and future to your life..
[By me... *WinKs*][Wonder if it's really true... =X]
People find it long when they get to enjoy the things they can do, for at least once so many times.. Or they get bored of their life that they just hope they would disappear from this world, otherwise they get to suffer from the boredom of life till the day they die.. But what exactly is the definition of the word 'long' when you use it on how person lives his/her life, or on physical terms, like how old when he/she died? Really dun really get it though.. Anyone of u reading it has the answer?
What if those living find their period of life short? Too short for you to accomplish so many things, those that you so much want to do, those that you had planned before but couldn't be accomplished knowing that you dun have much time left... Maybe in some other context, some of u will find life short, because you can't get to spend time with people who would leave before u, those dearest to you, be it your loved ones or even your kins like ur family.. Or is it because you want this amount of time so much, that your thinking of having not enough time becomes a selfish thought, even if you can live to 70 plus years old? A thought so selfish that you find that in the end, you dun so much time and you spend those time away idly..
People are just too emotional to be fully understood.. How many people would know what i'm going through right now, based on what i typed for this entry? How many people would understand why would i want to go through all these misery when i myself can avoid it? I think the most contradictory may be sometimes i can't come up with a definition/explanation as to why i exist in this world, why would i irritate people, why i did this and that, or even reasons for the things i've done?
There are occasions when people asked me why i had done this and that, even when i could come up with the reasons, i can ask myself this, "Are all those what really happened? Or are those excuses i came up with and make them sound like the real reasons? Or just because i'm in the world of my own so much, that i didn't consider what would happen, and when it happen, i can't come up with a reason good enough to satisfy my own desire to know what really happened?"
There would be many times when we just ask ourselves, why do we live in this world? What would we gain from it? What do we want to achieve while we live in this world, regardless of whether it's long or short? I'm sure many of u would at least have thought of these questions.. maybe one of the questions would link ourselves back to times when we were small, as we told ourselves we would want to be doctors, lawyers etc. But as we grow up, our life objectives changes, as we meet different situations that would change our viewpoints of life and what we're gonna do.
Many people would have different answers to those questions above. For me, i can tell you my answers would change based on circumstances. For example, if i'm attached to someone whom i love very much, i would want to say i wish to be with her forever, though it may be impossible as i try to overcome all odds? What do i gain? Understandiing and love from her.. And i can virtually 'bluff' myself to say i live in this world is to meet her. Otherwise, if i'm in a situation where i have achieved many things, attaining so high a respect or power for myself, i may tell myself i may be made for this kind of thing and i can excel in these areas. If not, it's because it's from a blessing from God, that i achieved so many things, and that I live in this world strong.
Many times a day, we can set ourselves thinking, is what we did just now worth it? Is it worth it because our friends are concerned in what we did, or it would benefit us? Or for some other reasons?
Still, all these would link us back to my previous questions above. So what i'm trying to say is, have we truly found our answers to those questions we would have to answer in answer in due course? If we have found it, will it stay on to us forever just like our beliefs and principles? And would it be proven to yourself by action?
Whenever we do something, it's actually an action. So if it's unjustified, how much of it do we, as the 'accused', want it to be justified? To the extent that we would not be drag down if something happens, or in a way people accepts it but yet when something bad happens, we assume full responsibility? Hmmm, let me try to put up an example..
If say supposing you are a facilitator, and you are in charge of a group of people, and one of them got injured (dehydration maybe), and you are asked why is he not taken care of.. Would you say that because of your carelessness, he got dehydrated? Or would you say it's up to their own initiative to drink up if they feel thirsty? But as a role of a facilitator, what should be your responsibilities, how should you act like one?
Well, that's all for my entry today.. If you guys got ur answers, preserve them and stand by them like your principles of life. In any case, any comments are welcomed on my taggy.. (If it's working...) Thankew..
*Quote of the day: Answers to questions is the light and future to your life..
[By me... *WinKs*][Wonder if it's really true... =X]
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