Long long post.... (told u it's long... =) )
So sorry.. i hasn't been updating in ages.. hahaha... was pretty busy for this whole week though..
Monday:
went back to school early for lectures.. had a boring instrumentation lecture.. haiz.. then later acmb worse.. dunno for how many times i'm attending the lecture without notes.. hopeless leh.. although the lecturer is new and will only be around for 1 semester.. but it's like he just heck care and all lor.. but according to what bavani says, he looks cute. so that alone compensates for everything.. hahaha.. no comments though..
after lecture chiong down to camp for central meeting.. super bored over there.. but i made a joke out of myself.. haiz.. sian.. thanks to that ryan and weijie la.. sian diao.. if u guys wanna know, private message me or refer to kang ping's blog.. written very clearly over there.. did nothing much there.. kena shot by dc to compile ideas of organising cca orientations meant for recruiting of cadets. sian diao lor.. -_-
so had a small meeting with my own intake ppl.. only 8 out of the original 27 ppl who had passed out from the course from the same district turned up. i wonder what has happened to the word 'commitment' in them.. or am i seeing the word too strongly? i dun understand..
oh well, waited for cheng hong, alvin and eric to be done with their meeting with the 48th intake ppl.. along with roy also.. the plan was to go down for zhss camp together.. took cab down.. haha.. a bit sad that i didn't join the guys for meal at AMK Mac.. that place is where we always gather after a camp activity, be it a parade or after a camp. had good memories down there also.. but they didn't last long, sad to say..
reached there, saw the peeps preparing for field cooking.. hahaha.. it's been a long time since i last saw field cooking coz last year's camp, it was 'drain cooking' coz the cadets were asked to cook by the drain.. totally no kick at all.. realised how cadets nowadays can be so spoilt.. a bit of fire and heat only want to jump up and down.. sian sia.. and one even dunno how to cook noodles.. what are the kids coming to nowadays man.. joined the specs to field cook.. one even bought a gas cooker meant for steamboats. and they definitely have a lot more stuff than the cadets.. reminds me of each group have their own special menu when it's cooking time up at ophir.. haha..
after the cooking the cadets went to prepare for their bbq item for tomorrow. heh... was missing a lot of it. then get one or 2 specs playin with the comm set.. haiz.... when it was free and easy for the cadets; me, eric, roy, cheng hong and alvin had a good talk with the specs.. got a lot of comments just for the 3 hours i was there though. but all could be improved. so not much to worry about. besides there's still time.. then night snack and pushed the cadets to sleep in the bashas they built earlier in the day.. then was reflected by the 8 heads.. about the UG experience thingy.. somehow got some problems with the upcoming commanding officer.. anyway, i dunno what came over me but i did somehow 'lectured' the 8 heads, especially for those who went for senior specs course.. to some extent it was my fault, coz i shouldn't have made myself doubted their ability to make them eligible for the course.. *must watch what i say in the future..
hopefully there would be one day when unit can be run without the presence of CLTs, like what it used to be in the past. coz really can see the standard of the school at overall level, seems bad..
then spent the night watching gundam seed destiny.. and later spent some time doing jap and POM homework, plus a bit of the rchd presentation.. ended up sleeping at 2am, and waking up 5.30am the same morning.. *yawns*
Tuesday:
attended first parade, cadets got their breakfast, and prepareed to move out for the morning to hike to peirce reservoir.... heh.. saw the 'older' officers like Mr Lim and Mr Eswaran.. good to see them again go.. didn;t make a trip down with the guys coz i would not have the time to go to school, when my lessons were in the afternoon especially.. hahaha..
ended up stoning in school.. continued editing the presentation.. but patrick came by and let him continue watching gundam seed destiny, since he said he was bored.. soon after ee hong joined in... meanwhile was chatting with alan.. and helping out in the defrosting and marinating of the chicken wings too.. heh.. alot of things happened though, like dropping the chicken wings on the FLOOR when trying to take out the water, or making the canteen floor wet at tha same time, or marinting the chicken wings without knowing what to add.. whahahahahahaha... worse time preparing the chicken wings though.. bleah.. =P
after that chiong down to school.. fell into deep sleep on the bus, but thank to kaiying who awoke me with a sms, think i would have missed the stop, or travel all the way to jurong east on 105.. haha.. was really tired from the 3 hours sleep, with no meals the whole day except 4 peices of bread at 6 plus.. =X busy also...
went for lessons... jap lessons weren't that bad though.. heh.. then pom lesson.. do answering of questions (tutorial) on powerpoint.. thankfully the answers being presented was of some quality.. but it's the result of just 30 minutes of work lor.. didn't put much effort in, was quite lucky though..
that was all for lessons on that day. after that went to meet weishan, they all at 01-01 at block 56. supposed to attend the red cross home outing, X'mas outing so to say la.. haha.. sure had a lot of fun there..
saw the regular peeps like yanxia, sylvia, leslie and some others.. lol.. in any case, was helping to take attendance and checking out the buses, while weishan was giving a briefing.. after that all left for rchd.. did i mentioned that channel U sent a crew down to film the progress of the whole outing? heh... in any case, was happy to see them again, the residents i mean.. u can really see the happy faces when they see u, or knowing what they are gonna do.
although they are suffering from diseases like cerebral palsy and down syndrome, they could understand what's going on around them and all, and some are even capable of expressing themselves to you. but it's just a sad thing most of them are wheelchair-bound.. will go down soon to visit them again..
**hey angel, if u r reading this, think you know how i feel whenever u go down to assisi hospice.. =P
the objective of the visit was to bring the rsidents out to orchard road to have a feel of the festive season.. so booked 2 buses.. had problems squeezing them into the buses, with some being either too packed or just nice.. but overall everything turned out fine.. so we moved off after much pain.. bleah.. the road out was fun, had chats with huiyi, the volunteers etc... overall, it was nothing that can be described in words, coz you get the chance of helping them to experience things which seemed impossible for them, yourself learning at the same time how to shower them with concern, and dealing with people so different from those in orphanages or old folk's home.. so i guess one must have passion to do all that.. plus the commitment to do so.. =P
took a few rounds around orchard, passed by tanglin mall where they had the snowfall just outside.. along the way you could see the residents themselves having fun when they show u the smile.. hahaha.. will treasure that forever man..
by 9, we returned back to rchd.. took some efforts to unload the residents from the bus.. after that was trying to upload the pictures we took just now into the comp. along the way some bad things cropped up and i kind of got too emotional to deal with things rationally.. hopefully this wun happen to me again.. coz even till today i still could see the consequences of it after that event.. *will upload the pics if possible...
*to dora.. sorry to make you cry on the way back home from rchd due to my mistake.. i dunno what else to say but i just hope we can set it behind us and work together again? =P
along the way to newton mrt station, was feeling vexed with myself, for my behaviour.. haiz.. thanks to weishan for the advices along the way.. dropped at newton, took a cab down to rush back to zhss.. the cadets were still watching movie.. so didn't stay for too long.. saw the peeps which i took during my specialists' days. good memories flooded into my mind. just hope all are not lost when i die... XD
got back home and slept.. something unhappy happened when i reached back home but bah.. forget it..
Wednesday:
nothing much happened i must say... morning woke up, ate breakfast, went down to school for ABC lecture and later joseph kueh's practical.. during the practical everything was routine.. did trysinization bla bla bla.. along the way, realised many of the mistakes i had made.. hah.. hope i wun repear those mistakes again.. then home for dinner..
Thursday:
went down to school early in the morning to rush presentation.. *managed to extend the deadline till tomorrow though* anyway, was spending the whole morning down at atrium.. at some point of time was chatting with kenneth as he was meeting his group members for project work but they were late..
at 11 plus, had to go down to block 34 to get pictures from weishan and dora.. surprised to see yanjun, brian, edmund and jingpei too... haha.. they were preparing materials for staff and student's day.. shall see what they have on the day itself.. then went off for lunch with kaiying at the market itself.. wanted to go to bukit timah plaza as there was time. called up yanjun and realised practical starts at 1.30pm instead of 2.. ended up walking back to school early for prac.. today's prac can say it's screwed up.. simple experiment, can repeat 2 times coz of some mistakes which i made.. i wonder what's going on with me nowadays.. when i'm in a not-so-good mood, i'm really either not giving full attention or i just screw up something, regardless by accident or purposely.. haiz... i wonder how tio change this part of me.. it's screwing up my life.!!!
ended slightly early, saw linette and minli at canteen 3, so took the chance to make some amendments to the final year project selections we made the night before.. hahaha.. luckily i saw her there.. otherwise got to re-do many stuffs le, which could be quite troublesome later on... heh..
printed out the form and getting ready to hand in the form tomorrow.. oh well.. still deciding whether i should go for OIAP.. what i'm afraid is i may not be selected for the thing after the interview, which means greater disappointment.. i dun wish to see my friends leaving for overseas attachment and myself staying in singapore although i do know it can't be helped if i;'m not selected. but do hope i can make it.. choosing australia btw.. gone for 3.5 months.. haha..
that's all for today le.. will update again when there's time.. need to study for ABC quiz for tomorrow's practical though.. heh.. tomorrow half way.. i wonder where can i go.. seriously. i dun wish to return home early, but i got no company. maybe end up loning again.. wonder if anyone outside is .............
toodles peeps.. till next time.. do leave tags k? hahaha..
Monday:
went back to school early for lectures.. had a boring instrumentation lecture.. haiz.. then later acmb worse.. dunno for how many times i'm attending the lecture without notes.. hopeless leh.. although the lecturer is new and will only be around for 1 semester.. but it's like he just heck care and all lor.. but according to what bavani says, he looks cute. so that alone compensates for everything.. hahaha.. no comments though..
after lecture chiong down to camp for central meeting.. super bored over there.. but i made a joke out of myself.. haiz.. sian.. thanks to that ryan and weijie la.. sian diao.. if u guys wanna know, private message me or refer to kang ping's blog.. written very clearly over there.. did nothing much there.. kena shot by dc to compile ideas of organising cca orientations meant for recruiting of cadets. sian diao lor.. -_-
so had a small meeting with my own intake ppl.. only 8 out of the original 27 ppl who had passed out from the course from the same district turned up. i wonder what has happened to the word 'commitment' in them.. or am i seeing the word too strongly? i dun understand..
oh well, waited for cheng hong, alvin and eric to be done with their meeting with the 48th intake ppl.. along with roy also.. the plan was to go down for zhss camp together.. took cab down.. haha.. a bit sad that i didn't join the guys for meal at AMK Mac.. that place is where we always gather after a camp activity, be it a parade or after a camp. had good memories down there also.. but they didn't last long, sad to say..
reached there, saw the peeps preparing for field cooking.. hahaha.. it's been a long time since i last saw field cooking coz last year's camp, it was 'drain cooking' coz the cadets were asked to cook by the drain.. totally no kick at all.. realised how cadets nowadays can be so spoilt.. a bit of fire and heat only want to jump up and down.. sian sia.. and one even dunno how to cook noodles.. what are the kids coming to nowadays man.. joined the specs to field cook.. one even bought a gas cooker meant for steamboats. and they definitely have a lot more stuff than the cadets.. reminds me of each group have their own special menu when it's cooking time up at ophir.. haha..
after the cooking the cadets went to prepare for their bbq item for tomorrow. heh... was missing a lot of it. then get one or 2 specs playin with the comm set.. haiz.... when it was free and easy for the cadets; me, eric, roy, cheng hong and alvin had a good talk with the specs.. got a lot of comments just for the 3 hours i was there though. but all could be improved. so not much to worry about. besides there's still time.. then night snack and pushed the cadets to sleep in the bashas they built earlier in the day.. then was reflected by the 8 heads.. about the UG experience thingy.. somehow got some problems with the upcoming commanding officer.. anyway, i dunno what came over me but i did somehow 'lectured' the 8 heads, especially for those who went for senior specs course.. to some extent it was my fault, coz i shouldn't have made myself doubted their ability to make them eligible for the course.. *must watch what i say in the future..
hopefully there would be one day when unit can be run without the presence of CLTs, like what it used to be in the past. coz really can see the standard of the school at overall level, seems bad..
then spent the night watching gundam seed destiny.. and later spent some time doing jap and POM homework, plus a bit of the rchd presentation.. ended up sleeping at 2am, and waking up 5.30am the same morning.. *yawns*
Tuesday:
attended first parade, cadets got their breakfast, and prepareed to move out for the morning to hike to peirce reservoir.... heh.. saw the 'older' officers like Mr Lim and Mr Eswaran.. good to see them again go.. didn;t make a trip down with the guys coz i would not have the time to go to school, when my lessons were in the afternoon especially.. hahaha..
ended up stoning in school.. continued editing the presentation.. but patrick came by and let him continue watching gundam seed destiny, since he said he was bored.. soon after ee hong joined in... meanwhile was chatting with alan.. and helping out in the defrosting and marinating of the chicken wings too.. heh.. alot of things happened though, like dropping the chicken wings on the FLOOR when trying to take out the water, or making the canteen floor wet at tha same time, or marinting the chicken wings without knowing what to add.. whahahahahahaha... worse time preparing the chicken wings though.. bleah.. =P
after that chiong down to school.. fell into deep sleep on the bus, but thank to kaiying who awoke me with a sms, think i would have missed the stop, or travel all the way to jurong east on 105.. haha.. was really tired from the 3 hours sleep, with no meals the whole day except 4 peices of bread at 6 plus.. =X busy also...
went for lessons... jap lessons weren't that bad though.. heh.. then pom lesson.. do answering of questions (tutorial) on powerpoint.. thankfully the answers being presented was of some quality.. but it's the result of just 30 minutes of work lor.. didn't put much effort in, was quite lucky though..
that was all for lessons on that day. after that went to meet weishan, they all at 01-01 at block 56. supposed to attend the red cross home outing, X'mas outing so to say la.. haha.. sure had a lot of fun there..
saw the regular peeps like yanxia, sylvia, leslie and some others.. lol.. in any case, was helping to take attendance and checking out the buses, while weishan was giving a briefing.. after that all left for rchd.. did i mentioned that channel U sent a crew down to film the progress of the whole outing? heh... in any case, was happy to see them again, the residents i mean.. u can really see the happy faces when they see u, or knowing what they are gonna do.
although they are suffering from diseases like cerebral palsy and down syndrome, they could understand what's going on around them and all, and some are even capable of expressing themselves to you. but it's just a sad thing most of them are wheelchair-bound.. will go down soon to visit them again..
**hey angel, if u r reading this, think you know how i feel whenever u go down to assisi hospice.. =P
the objective of the visit was to bring the rsidents out to orchard road to have a feel of the festive season.. so booked 2 buses.. had problems squeezing them into the buses, with some being either too packed or just nice.. but overall everything turned out fine.. so we moved off after much pain.. bleah.. the road out was fun, had chats with huiyi, the volunteers etc... overall, it was nothing that can be described in words, coz you get the chance of helping them to experience things which seemed impossible for them, yourself learning at the same time how to shower them with concern, and dealing with people so different from those in orphanages or old folk's home.. so i guess one must have passion to do all that.. plus the commitment to do so.. =P
took a few rounds around orchard, passed by tanglin mall where they had the snowfall just outside.. along the way you could see the residents themselves having fun when they show u the smile.. hahaha.. will treasure that forever man..
by 9, we returned back to rchd.. took some efforts to unload the residents from the bus.. after that was trying to upload the pictures we took just now into the comp. along the way some bad things cropped up and i kind of got too emotional to deal with things rationally.. hopefully this wun happen to me again.. coz even till today i still could see the consequences of it after that event.. *will upload the pics if possible...
*to dora.. sorry to make you cry on the way back home from rchd due to my mistake.. i dunno what else to say but i just hope we can set it behind us and work together again? =P
along the way to newton mrt station, was feeling vexed with myself, for my behaviour.. haiz.. thanks to weishan for the advices along the way.. dropped at newton, took a cab down to rush back to zhss.. the cadets were still watching movie.. so didn't stay for too long.. saw the peeps which i took during my specialists' days. good memories flooded into my mind. just hope all are not lost when i die... XD
got back home and slept.. something unhappy happened when i reached back home but bah.. forget it..
Wednesday:
nothing much happened i must say... morning woke up, ate breakfast, went down to school for ABC lecture and later joseph kueh's practical.. during the practical everything was routine.. did trysinization bla bla bla.. along the way, realised many of the mistakes i had made.. hah.. hope i wun repear those mistakes again.. then home for dinner..
Thursday:
went down to school early in the morning to rush presentation.. *managed to extend the deadline till tomorrow though* anyway, was spending the whole morning down at atrium.. at some point of time was chatting with kenneth as he was meeting his group members for project work but they were late..
at 11 plus, had to go down to block 34 to get pictures from weishan and dora.. surprised to see yanjun, brian, edmund and jingpei too... haha.. they were preparing materials for staff and student's day.. shall see what they have on the day itself.. then went off for lunch with kaiying at the market itself.. wanted to go to bukit timah plaza as there was time. called up yanjun and realised practical starts at 1.30pm instead of 2.. ended up walking back to school early for prac.. today's prac can say it's screwed up.. simple experiment, can repeat 2 times coz of some mistakes which i made.. i wonder what's going on with me nowadays.. when i'm in a not-so-good mood, i'm really either not giving full attention or i just screw up something, regardless by accident or purposely.. haiz... i wonder how tio change this part of me.. it's screwing up my life.!!!
ended slightly early, saw linette and minli at canteen 3, so took the chance to make some amendments to the final year project selections we made the night before.. hahaha.. luckily i saw her there.. otherwise got to re-do many stuffs le, which could be quite troublesome later on... heh..
printed out the form and getting ready to hand in the form tomorrow.. oh well.. still deciding whether i should go for OIAP.. what i'm afraid is i may not be selected for the thing after the interview, which means greater disappointment.. i dun wish to see my friends leaving for overseas attachment and myself staying in singapore although i do know it can't be helped if i;'m not selected. but do hope i can make it.. choosing australia btw.. gone for 3.5 months.. haha..
that's all for today le.. will update again when there's time.. need to study for ABC quiz for tomorrow's practical though.. heh.. tomorrow half way.. i wonder where can i go.. seriously. i dun wish to return home early, but i got no company. maybe end up loning again.. wonder if anyone outside is .............
toodles peeps.. till next time.. do leave tags k? hahaha..
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