New start of the year...
sorry guys that i didn't update since the new year started.. let's see what do i have to write la.. (suddenly recalls of all the entries i got to write for this blog.. heh..)
think for those who had seen the tagboard.. i got a wonderful gift from God who is my dear.. heh.. could say that the starting part of us getting together is kind of hard, coz the day before i kind of caused her to feel miserable and all.. but glad that things are ok now.. and the days just get wonderful as it goes by.. hehehe.. shall work hard and pray hard to maintain this relationship de, coz i really want it to last.. after what happened today, she seemed the most important to me now le.. dunno why too..
and common tests are coming.. heh... gotta work hard to score for this semester.. can't afford to slack and flunk like the previous semesters though i didn't flunk any modules of mine.. :p dear, let's work hard together k? :P
another major event would be Ngee Ann Open House which is from the 19th to 22nd Jan except 21st, which is Hari Raya Haji.. sudden;y envy those that are not involved in the open house coz they would have a super long holiday if wanna add the term break which is just the week after the open house week.. heh.. will be involved in the booth during this period to raise awareness for RCHD.. heh.. hope i'll do a good job on this.. seriously.. really scared i'll fail.. haiz.. sudden;y the fear of failing came flooding in my mind now.. but at least i still got help from kenneth and my fellow sub-comm members.. lolx..
been spending the past 5 days meeting dear.. and everyday is a new experience seriously.. get to know her better and all, and sharing experiences with each other which does help in the understanding.. :p
today wasn't a very good day.. went to school for NCC training.. didn't see much.. attendance still as poor, drills still as sucky and all.. just pray for improvements coz can really see the effort being put in, esp by the Part Ds.. good job guys..
after after returning home.. had serious tiffs with my dad.. haiz.. now it's almost like we have a cold war now.. initially wanted to tell him how i felt about his actions, but ended up with the cold war.. now even dragged my brother down.. dun think talking to him anytime soon will help.
just hope time will heal all injuries, all maybe something miraculous would help.. just pray.. haiz..
just wish everything will just go in my way, or one which is convenient to most or all, which will help in resulting a good ending.. fsuddenly feel such a loss after losing touch with Him for some time.. will have to put in effort to strengthen this bond.. feel so helpless now..
in any case, that's my entry for today le.. not much of a mood to write more.. haiz.. till next entry...
think for those who had seen the tagboard.. i got a wonderful gift from God who is my dear.. heh.. could say that the starting part of us getting together is kind of hard, coz the day before i kind of caused her to feel miserable and all.. but glad that things are ok now.. and the days just get wonderful as it goes by.. hehehe.. shall work hard and pray hard to maintain this relationship de, coz i really want it to last.. after what happened today, she seemed the most important to me now le.. dunno why too..
and common tests are coming.. heh... gotta work hard to score for this semester.. can't afford to slack and flunk like the previous semesters though i didn't flunk any modules of mine.. :p dear, let's work hard together k? :P
another major event would be Ngee Ann Open House which is from the 19th to 22nd Jan except 21st, which is Hari Raya Haji.. sudden;y envy those that are not involved in the open house coz they would have a super long holiday if wanna add the term break which is just the week after the open house week.. heh.. will be involved in the booth during this period to raise awareness for RCHD.. heh.. hope i'll do a good job on this.. seriously.. really scared i'll fail.. haiz.. sudden;y the fear of failing came flooding in my mind now.. but at least i still got help from kenneth and my fellow sub-comm members.. lolx..
been spending the past 5 days meeting dear.. and everyday is a new experience seriously.. get to know her better and all, and sharing experiences with each other which does help in the understanding.. :p
today wasn't a very good day.. went to school for NCC training.. didn't see much.. attendance still as poor, drills still as sucky and all.. just pray for improvements coz can really see the effort being put in, esp by the Part Ds.. good job guys..
after after returning home.. had serious tiffs with my dad.. haiz.. now it's almost like we have a cold war now.. initially wanted to tell him how i felt about his actions, but ended up with the cold war.. now even dragged my brother down.. dun think talking to him anytime soon will help.
just hope time will heal all injuries, all maybe something miraculous would help.. just pray.. haiz..
just wish everything will just go in my way, or one which is convenient to most or all, which will help in resulting a good ending.. fsuddenly feel such a loss after losing touch with Him for some time.. will have to put in effort to strengthen this bond.. feel so helpless now..
in any case, that's my entry for today le.. not much of a mood to write more.. haiz.. till next entry...
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