Longing for a new life...
being sometime since i last blogged... actually dunno what to type now, seriously... being so lost since what happened on friday... some of my close frenz including xue'er and linette would know about it... and it kind of got worse today...
i thought my stand was clear, as long as he returns the thing to me, i can treat everything as nothing had happened. yet besides denying the truth, he went on saying about me, scolding and even hitting me... do i have such a father? someone who i remembered used to be so diligent in working, treating the family like his own flesh and blood transforming to someone who just not willing to step back or give way simply because of his ego and pride and the desire to control the family, using violence and shoutings..
disappointed i may be, but he's still my father. i'm just taking one step at a time, having God to be with me especially at my times of need like yesterday. will be depending on him more as my life turns for a great change i forsee...
well, pray that i'll survive through this situation stronger and much more mature.. pray for me guys k? thank u so much. love ya guys. =)
i thought my stand was clear, as long as he returns the thing to me, i can treat everything as nothing had happened. yet besides denying the truth, he went on saying about me, scolding and even hitting me... do i have such a father? someone who i remembered used to be so diligent in working, treating the family like his own flesh and blood transforming to someone who just not willing to step back or give way simply because of his ego and pride and the desire to control the family, using violence and shoutings..
disappointed i may be, but he's still my father. i'm just taking one step at a time, having God to be with me especially at my times of need like yesterday. will be depending on him more as my life turns for a great change i forsee...
well, pray that i'll survive through this situation stronger and much more mature.. pray for me guys k? thank u so much. love ya guys. =)
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