Friends
Listening to: Celine Dion - Beauty and the Beast
was browsing through my friendster friends list and came across a few friends that i realised i might have forgotten if i didn't see them in the friends' list. and one of them used to be so close to be.. really like real bro and sis.. well.. come to think of it, missed the times when we could just hit and argue at one another without getting sick of it, although sometimes we can pissed each other off quite alot until i have to give in. heh.. just missed it..
God gave us memories.. gave us the brain to think and remember.. but sometimes for myself i realise i cannot fully make use of what i have.. really take for granted for what i had in the past.. my friends, my family members, the things i own.. if i used to be more emotional like in the past, probably i'll end up crying while typing this entry..
some may not know but i was really into the company of friends and i was never short of them.. until i start growing up and i start to think why friends come and go at times, like how they used to be your good friends but the next few moments you are just being ignored by them.. i really dun like the idea of forgetting friends and indeed because of this, i'd hurt one darling sister of mine and i think i'm still doing so..
all i can do now is to remember what memories i had with my friends.. i'm really afraid of losing them, not just friends but even something personal like memories.. as days pass, memories get more vague.. diary entries may not help because you lose the realism of the experience you had. all that is in front of you are just words and nothing else unless you are imginative enough to get back the feeling even after years..
well, only just wanna say we should really treasure our friends. not saying that we should treasure them till we cannot let go of them but really, do what we can for them while there's still time for us to live. go out with them, have phone chats, learn to keep up with each other's lives. etc. i'm sure at some point of time we'll help to brighten up each others' lives..
well, that's a headstart for me.. what about you, the people who are reading this now?
P.S. Linette, thanks for teaching me a valuable lesson.. thank you pal.. =)
was browsing through my friendster friends list and came across a few friends that i realised i might have forgotten if i didn't see them in the friends' list. and one of them used to be so close to be.. really like real bro and sis.. well.. come to think of it, missed the times when we could just hit and argue at one another without getting sick of it, although sometimes we can pissed each other off quite alot until i have to give in. heh.. just missed it..
God gave us memories.. gave us the brain to think and remember.. but sometimes for myself i realise i cannot fully make use of what i have.. really take for granted for what i had in the past.. my friends, my family members, the things i own.. if i used to be more emotional like in the past, probably i'll end up crying while typing this entry..
some may not know but i was really into the company of friends and i was never short of them.. until i start growing up and i start to think why friends come and go at times, like how they used to be your good friends but the next few moments you are just being ignored by them.. i really dun like the idea of forgetting friends and indeed because of this, i'd hurt one darling sister of mine and i think i'm still doing so..
all i can do now is to remember what memories i had with my friends.. i'm really afraid of losing them, not just friends but even something personal like memories.. as days pass, memories get more vague.. diary entries may not help because you lose the realism of the experience you had. all that is in front of you are just words and nothing else unless you are imginative enough to get back the feeling even after years..
well, only just wanna say we should really treasure our friends. not saying that we should treasure them till we cannot let go of them but really, do what we can for them while there's still time for us to live. go out with them, have phone chats, learn to keep up with each other's lives. etc. i'm sure at some point of time we'll help to brighten up each others' lives..
well, that's a headstart for me.. what about you, the people who are reading this now?
P.S. Linette, thanks for teaching me a valuable lesson.. thank you pal.. =)
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