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time for some reflections again? heee...
today is kind of a srewed up day.. DDD presentation was overall alright, except for the shooting of questions.. well, there are many mistakes in the slides of our presentation.. i guess that's what it means by not prepared.. still.. it's good training.. least we know what mistakes are there and really must know our stuff.. but today's lesson is quite an expensive one.. 40% of the whole module.. i wonder how we fare..
i hate myself for the so-called laziness or whatsoever in me.. sometimes i have things that slipped out of my mind.. and a lot of times are important stuff that really concerns the functioning of an organization or another person, and worse a promise i made to a person.. and i get so scared and guilty at times because i failed to do what i can do..
and another thing is i always convey the wrong information to the people who seek from me.. like when they ask for B i'll give them A? and it really kills my communication skills.. but thank God for the people around me who would bear with me.. but things can't last for too long.. really must think of something to solve this problem.. anyone got any solutions? please tell me.. really need the help..
it's like there's no synchronization between what i think and what i do.. what is my mind doing?!?!?!
communication skills another thing... haiz... whenever people ask how come i'm doing my fyp alone.. i dunno how to answer.. i dun even know where the problem lies now though i'm setting it aside to move on.. i know mainly it's my fault.. i have to bear some responsibility.. and well.. i still feel bad that i hurt Linette too much.. though life still has to go on..
and one more thing.. humbleness.. where is this humbleness of mine? because of my pride and ego recently.. i'm afraid to admit i'm wrong though in spirit i know i'm wrong.. haiz.. one thing about my dad is that he has too much ego and pride, it caused him to fail terribly. i DO NOT want to enter into his footsteps! and God's people should be humble.. not proud..
God i really must change.. change for the better.. prove to people that i can be discipled and teachable.. must really learn how to make full use of what i have now..
need to resume my prayers and quiet time and bible reading back on track.. DISCIPLINE!!
well.. that's for all.. maybe some people might be thinking, what kind of reflection is this? well.. it's my reflection if u need one answer.. Lol...
tooodles..
today is kind of a srewed up day.. DDD presentation was overall alright, except for the shooting of questions.. well, there are many mistakes in the slides of our presentation.. i guess that's what it means by not prepared.. still.. it's good training.. least we know what mistakes are there and really must know our stuff.. but today's lesson is quite an expensive one.. 40% of the whole module.. i wonder how we fare..
i hate myself for the so-called laziness or whatsoever in me.. sometimes i have things that slipped out of my mind.. and a lot of times are important stuff that really concerns the functioning of an organization or another person, and worse a promise i made to a person.. and i get so scared and guilty at times because i failed to do what i can do..
and another thing is i always convey the wrong information to the people who seek from me.. like when they ask for B i'll give them A? and it really kills my communication skills.. but thank God for the people around me who would bear with me.. but things can't last for too long.. really must think of something to solve this problem.. anyone got any solutions? please tell me.. really need the help..
it's like there's no synchronization between what i think and what i do.. what is my mind doing?!?!?!
communication skills another thing... haiz... whenever people ask how come i'm doing my fyp alone.. i dunno how to answer.. i dun even know where the problem lies now though i'm setting it aside to move on.. i know mainly it's my fault.. i have to bear some responsibility.. and well.. i still feel bad that i hurt Linette too much.. though life still has to go on..
and one more thing.. humbleness.. where is this humbleness of mine? because of my pride and ego recently.. i'm afraid to admit i'm wrong though in spirit i know i'm wrong.. haiz.. one thing about my dad is that he has too much ego and pride, it caused him to fail terribly. i DO NOT want to enter into his footsteps! and God's people should be humble.. not proud..
God i really must change.. change for the better.. prove to people that i can be discipled and teachable.. must really learn how to make full use of what i have now..
need to resume my prayers and quiet time and bible reading back on track.. DISCIPLINE!!
well.. that's for all.. maybe some people might be thinking, what kind of reflection is this? well.. it's my reflection if u need one answer.. Lol...
tooodles..
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