Nothing is too difficult for a leader..
realised just now what S.Vic said.. "Nothing is too difficult for a leader. If it's too difficult the person is not a leader at all."
feel so bad now.. failing to do what had been entrusted me to do.. i almost felt as if i almost made somone lose his life, like sending him to his death because of my incapabilities. Haiz.. stupid man..
came to realise what i did just now was based on my strength just now. i totally didn't depend on God for help. and what i was entrusted to do just now determines the spiritual walk of the person.
God just gave me this image of a person backsliding because he was unable to accomplish a test given to him and feel so sad that he just backslided. and i saw the person was me! oh man.. i promise myself that i would never backslide ever again. thank God for such an image. i almost reallybackslided. well.. goes to show how weak i am as a person, spiritually.
God, give me the strength. I want to be a leader, who leads and serves you. Let me learn from my mistakes to lean on You and never on my own.
feel so bad now.. failing to do what had been entrusted me to do.. i almost felt as if i almost made somone lose his life, like sending him to his death because of my incapabilities. Haiz.. stupid man..
came to realise what i did just now was based on my strength just now. i totally didn't depend on God for help. and what i was entrusted to do just now determines the spiritual walk of the person.
God just gave me this image of a person backsliding because he was unable to accomplish a test given to him and feel so sad that he just backslided. and i saw the person was me! oh man.. i promise myself that i would never backslide ever again. thank God for such an image. i almost reallybackslided. well.. goes to show how weak i am as a person, spiritually.
God, give me the strength. I want to be a leader, who leads and serves you. Let me learn from my mistakes to lean on You and never on my own.
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